My WiP:
Retook the Uke/Seme quiz. A year later, some questions I cannot remember to have seen before, yet still the same result:You are a Badass Uke!
Other uke admire you, some seme fear you. Despite your sometimes flaming appearance, you can even fool other people into thinking you are seme with your mischievous, manipulative attitude, but when push comes to shove, your true submissive nature emerges. It takes a seme with enough intensity to challenge you and keep you satisfied, and your perfect match, the Don't Fuck With Me Seme, knows that all that naughty teasing just means you want the punishment.
Sensual, rebellious, and intuitive, the Badass Uke can truly be a work of contrasts - an innocent appearance clothed in dark clothing, and a shy smile with eyes that suggest a naughty, darker nature. They are at once easy and hard to approach, as their energy draws people to them, while their intensity and distrust pushes people away... for maybe more than any other personality, the Badass Uke hides away deep in a fantasy world of their own creation, letting few, if any, in. Searching for the one person able to understand their need for something more, someone to protect them and share that mysterious world with them, the Badass Uke can seem lost and wandering, their loneliness sometimes reflecting an inner anger - as they cannot be content until they have been found and claimed, sensually and emotionally.
Most compatible with: Don't Fuck With Me Seme
Possibly the most easily misunderstood Seme personality - the dark intense eyes of the DFWM Seme silently penetrating deep into your true motives is enough to frighten most away. Only those with a taste for playing with danger, and a craving for sensual punishment, would approach willingly into this fire. Intensely possessive and serious, this Seme is driven by challenge - and the thrill of the hunt, capture, and physical dominance over their partner in their shared game of power and submission. And despite this Seme being silent (unless provoked into anger) and more of a loner, once they've found the right partner - someone who can match their intensity and darkness - they are deeply protective, loyal, and sensual.
, Chibi Seme
Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Romantic Seme
What seme or uke are you? Take the experience at SemeUke.com
A result I am quite satisfied with, seeing that my androgyny believes expand themselves to much more than just the question of looks, especially if my own persona is concerned.
I may add, the description picks nicely on the manipulation and competition parts..., but, but... where is the classy elegance, refined tastes and ... love?
Though: "The dramatic yin and yang of this seme and uke work perfectly. The physical aspect of the DFWM Seme balances out the emotions of the Badass Uke and creates an intense, sensually explosive relationship of control and submission, as each of them completes the other." Sounds nice
What about you? Have you taken this quiz yourself?
I shall update a painting this week, in general I am still taking (no) delight in my cold. No bedtime though, since university calls. *h.
Snow, cold, so on The STAMPS... 
Winter Downs
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Devious Comments
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I became insane with long intervals of horrible sanity
I don't suffer from insanity I enjoy every minute of it
If I wanted to hear a bunch on nagging, I’d have a sex change, and get married.
~Kiwidoll
I have not forgotten you either. Mainly I have managed to somewhat overwork myself first - and then get this idiotic cold. A week in bed at my parents, that is without laptop and books, it was pretty boring. Gladly I had to sleep almost all the time anyway. And this week is my mother's birthday, I still have no present, but I intend to draw a portrait of her - this being the painting I have spoken about. I feel like there hardly happens anything of interest in my life. This weekend I shall spend in Rothenburg of der Tauber though, the sleeping beauty of Germany's towns, that is a romantic-medieval scenery just like the still living past. We tried to choose a restaurant to visit on mum's celebration day, but I fear the traditional Fränkische Küche is not exactly to our light tastes. I will try to make pictures and give you a hopefully delighting report then. Till I believe next week, my dear
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I became insane with long intervals of horrible sanity
I don't suffer from insanity I enjoy every minute of it
If I wanted to hear a bunch on nagging, I’d have a sex change, and get married.
~Kiwidoll
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Preying on the clueless is what you're all about. You really don't intend to hurt anyone, but if a bit of harmless manipulation can get you what you want, you're not beyond taking a little advantage of someone, which you figure is an even exchange for your companionship anyway. Not one for lots of drama, you are best paired with the Clueless Uke, who will appreciate your attention and never bat an eye at your slightly sneaky ways.
Most compatible with: Clueless Uke, Innocent Uke
Least compatible with: Badass Uke
hmm. I'm not too sure about my result. though I do enjoy some harmless manipulation, I don't think "sneaky" would be the right word for me.
regardless, it was a fun quiz. (:
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To make the first step, this is how I tend to see the world:
1. Do you enjoy licking things? Do you want me to? (alternatively: Whatever is in front of me, licks lips) I have this weird fascination with touching, feeling surfaces, be it by hands, lips or other body parts
2. Have you ever bought hair dye for yourself? *death glare* Simple: stupid question. With my need to add the nature into (not so) natural redhead direction, I have of course used various kinds of dies and see no problem with such.
3. Have you ever tied someone up? / 4. Have you ever been tied up? Bondage... mmm... *licks lips* Another unhealthy but absolutely existent fascination of mine. I have both an inclination for mind and physical games, an expression of challenge/development/dominance-submission/freedom scheme...
4. What kind of shoes do you wear? Boots with long laces so I have something to tie my uke up with (alternatively: dress shoes/steel toed designer shoes/barefoot) The fascination for shoe lacing speaks here. The ancient Latin/Greek traditions. At least this was the first association of mine whilst reading "long laces"^^
5. Would you feel guilty for taking advantage of someone? Not if I'm going to get punished for it. *grins slyly* Tricky question. I dislike to get in touch with other persons enough to actually take advantage of these, that is to enter the use-responsibility relation. The only exception being the mutual game and repayment. I favour the expression "if I can mend/heal the wound afterwards" though.
6. Your weapon of choice? My ability to see all possibilities and use them to my advantage. I am happy to score the INTJ or "mastermind" at MBTI tests, just another way to say how much I love to analyse...
7. Do you have any piercings? *death glare* Yes, I am again left without a suiting answer possibility. The truth is my skin shall remain in its original pale condition.
8. Alcohol? Here, drink this. Well, I tried this. But I dislike the taste and my brain cells are still adored at mine... I would rather have the question maker drink, I assume.
9. What kind of vehicle do you drive? Classic sports car (Alternative: I take the bus.)
I do dislike cars. The sticky air inside. However there is a place in my heart reserved for a dark red Ferrari cabriolet. The reality is pretty bussy instead.
10. How do you eat your ice cream? Let it melt and slowly lick it as it drips down the cone. Why not to enjoy the delicious? Sensual. Tease.
11. What gift would you give your partner? Myself All I have for my one true love. Faithful. Absolute. Picky.
12. What's your ideal pet? My partner Actually the statement "I no longer wish for a kitten, I shall take a lover/boyfriend (instead)" leaves my lips quite often...
13. How do you order at a restaurant? Tell them what I want. Simple and easy, straightforward this time.
14. The server brings you the wrong food. What do you do? Smile and politely explain while planning the server's bloody demise. (Alternative: Eat my partner's food. Though I fear my various food aversions shall interfere) I like to be scarily sophisticatedly insane...
15. You catch someone checking out your partner. You: Think about what I'm going to eat for dinner. I have enough self confidence to know that I have chosen the right person for me and that this person is perfectly aware themselves what an unique being I am. Thus, why to worry?
16. Your dream occupation: Something thrilling and maybe not quite legal. I actually like (would like to try out) all the options, thus I settle for the summarising answer.
17. What's your favorite accessory? My partner Together forever (creepy music in background)
18. What costume would you wear to a masquerade? A sexy goth vampire. So I can lead my partner out into the dark alley and seduce them. That is almost a correct description. I have went as Lilith once. The other choice would be Persephone.
19. What kind of music do you listen to? Something refined and romantic. Old music, baroque, classics. Also parts of industrial, dark wave and various crossovers. But romantic is a good word insofar it refers to original Age of (dark) Romanticism.
20.Do you usually find yourself on top or bottom? Anything's possible with a little convincing or manipulation. My honest opinion as a switch supporter.
Yesterday evening a certain ItachixHikari hentai/bdsm/fetish picture entered my mind. I wonder if I wish to draw it...
And I shall answer your note now.
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more or less, I raised an eyebrow.
2. Have you ever bought hair dye for yourself? No, but I'd like to try it.
I'd actually like to get my hair dyed a darker brown, or a light shade of black. I'd wear a red hair tie with it, which, I am embarrassed to admit, is influenced yet again by itachi. however, rather than see it as changing my appearance to mirror a character, I find dying my hair would be quite a personal decision for me. coming from the heart, so to say.
If had to describe my frame of mind it would be of "silent complexity." I am at a loss for words whenever I try to talk about it, or rather I don't know the words to describe the sensation. but somehow, the core of my being feels completely disconnected from the world outside.
I have never felt I could truly relate to another human being. but when I discovered itachi - observed him, thought and finally pieced together what I believe to be his frame of mind, I had finally, finally believed that I had truly found someone like me.
maybe that's why I like him so much.
3. Have you ever tied someone up? / Have you ever been tied up? If my partner wants me to. / I might let someone tie me up, as long as it got me what I wanted.
if indeed it got me what I wanted, I would accept it.
4. What kind of shoes do you wear? Dress shoes
I enjoy class, so I prefer to wear a clean-cut pair of dress boots with a heel.
5. Would you feel guilty for taking advantage of someone? Shit happens.
hmm. I'd only take advantage of someone for a higher reason, and I avoid doing anything without a purpose. for shits and giggles, you could say.
regardless, shit does happen.
6. Your weapon of choice? My ability to see all possibilities and use them to my advantage.
probably why I have yet to be beaten at a game of chess.
7. Do you have any piercings? *unclips fake ear piercing* Umm...
admittedly, I'd like to get a cartiledge piercing. however, I am under 18 and like hell my mom would allow it.
8. Alcohol? A means to get what I want.
if I was of legal drinking age, I would not drink without some higher purpose or motive I planned to achieve. not to mention I don't like the taste of alcohol.
9. What kind of vehicle do you drive? I take the bus.
have yet to get my driver's license, so I guess this one was a default.
10. How do you eat your ice cream? Um... in a cone?
raised another eyebrow. haha.
11. What gift would you give your partner? A candle-lit dinner.
it would be a romantic evening that both of us could enjoy.
12. What's your ideal pet? Um, a turtle, or maybe a dog, or ferrets are cool too...
I like small companion dogs. such is why I did not pick the german shepherd answer.
13. How do you order at a restaurant? Tell them what I want.
hnn. no more, no less.
14. The server brings you the wrong food. What do you do? Smile and politely explain while planning the server's bloody demise.
haha. got me there. sounds like something I'd do, despite having a calm exterior.
15. You catch someone checking out your partner. Slip something into their drink.
I'm quite possessive, I confess. something quiet would do to my liking.
16. Your dream occupation? Hired killer.
I will not lie. it sounds appealing.
17. What's your favorite accessory? Jewelry that my partner gave me.
I'm wearing some at the moment. however, it was not given to me by my "partner" per say, but rather a one-sided love.
18. What costume would you wear to a masquerade? Masquerade? Fuck that shit.
I don't like parties.
19. What kind of music do you listen to? Rock.
it appeals to my ears.
20. Do you usually find yourself on top or bottom? Anything's possible with a little convincing or manipulation.
answers like these are probably what got me my result. but it is truly how I think.
apologies if some of the answers I gave were shallow at best. also, the picture sounds like a wonderful idea.
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The other statement, Itachi is the only one I can relate to myself too. The one whom I understand and who is able to understand me. He is endlessly precious. I of the tendency to endlessly analyse and differentiate the world and myself, I of belief of difference and multitude, there was just him to become the dream perfect. Unreal. Smiling-grinning-where are you dream. I think myself the loneliest if being amongst others, what about you? (to hide in your room, never come out if not needed, to long for magical calm violent dark nature - my inclination).
I began to wear violet because it was one of Itachi's colours, thus I had to try and discovered it suits me nicely. And two weeks ago Kishimoto got me into buying cabbage. Cabbage. The white big cheap vegetable thing I thought to use as snack in-between. Oh dear, it even works. But in general I knew afore who I am looking for, him the morning star, I just could not find. Unless the moment our eyes met for the first time two years ago and he practically gave sense to my life and the actual will to live. Hope. Solace. Dreams. Love.
I fear, I shall not answer you tonight no more, I am still reflecting. More, I discovered a new pairing for myself to ship, Harry Potter fandom and the unique, special, singular, no picture at DA, single story at ff.net: Bellatrix/Lily. Or actually Lily/Bellatrix. Or rather Hikari playing Lily and flirting with Bella. A lot. And anything began with insert Hikari instead of Lily into the Snape's worst memory scene. Thus a stronger girl with a mischievous smile and ardent heart to comfort the poor Severus (my weakness for him is years old). Somehow this Hikariised Lily thought it wonderful to select Bella as her best friend to be, (aside of switching to Slytherin), and is currently telling herself that even though her preference are guys looking like (girls) beloved princess Itachi, the term pansexuality includes a lovely girl of the same basic appearance type as well... Mmh, what kind of weird thoughts I am owned by right now? And at the time I need to paint my mother's birthday gift...
Excuse me for ranting, this illness is definitely not limited to the forums only... Good night
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