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Spring

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 1, 2008, 7:37 AM
Sunny, warm, green with tinges of white and yellow, blue. After a miracle of ice and snowy Easter the true spring has begun. And even with my curtains closed there is still enough ruby light in my room to enjoy everything and myself. Out of the strange mood I am about to leave Tom Bombadil for yes probably 8th time of my short life and shake in fear as to the cairns. And this even though I am still utopistically determined to accomplish the reading through the Schopenhauer and Nietzsche biographies till thursday, that is the day I have definitely to retun the both books to library. But hobbits, priorities and eventually I find back to my Melkor/Varda shipping interest even though the both valar are hardly ever mentioned in this book. Weird mind. (Maybe I should draw my LotR Oc, paired by the way - god help - with Sauron...)

I also rediscovered my sincere interest for Severus Snape of "Harry Potter" which shall eventually result in the 7th book being read at mine. Even though I believe it too beautifully how it rests, so virgin and clear on my shelf.

Then I drew a lot the past week, but mostly animals with and for my little sister. Rather quick drawings not to overpopulate my gallery. I hope to get to seriously paint this week...

I hope.

I am still of the delusion Itachi has not died, Itachi merely "semi-evil", that is human just how I do imagine him, and Sasuke's smile was not of anger or malice but a kind expression of the child who was given to find the thought lost and thought dead. Madara remains as suspicious as ever to me.

The dollfies are too addicting, luckily my money condition is bad as ever. Do you think a clay doll could serve an alternative?

And eventually I am waiting for my Alessandro Safina CD to arrive*-*

Boring Expressions of a Self.

Done.

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P.S. To everyone I have to answer, I shall. I had a little "vacation" of a pretty exhausting kind. But now: I am getting awake:sun:

  • Listening to: "Celtic Dreams" ; Antonio Vivaldi
  • Reading: "Lord of the Rings", my what - 8th time?
  • Watching: Myself in the mirror: dance
  • Eating: self-made pizza^^
  • Drinking: Tea (black, herbs and fruity)

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:iconkiwidoll:
You're not alone in your belief that Itachi isn't daed, and i think he just collapsed from exhuasti. I look forward to see more art work from you.

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I became insane with long intervals of horrible sanity

I don't suffer from insanity I enjoy every minute of it

If I wanted to hear a bunch on nagging, I’d have a sex change, and get married.
~Kiwidoll
:iconhigure-no-hikari:
Thank you, this is exactly what I believe has happened too. Anything else were too cruel and would leave plot gaps - not to mention break my little heart:-/

And exhaustion is not nice, but sleep, tea, music, books and all the time alone and I feel much better this afternoon...

And I look forward to see more of anything from you:glomp

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:noir:
:iconkiwidoll:
Well i've just posted somthing you may like. And i wonder if i could convinve you--if i were to scan the line art for you-if maybe you would put your paints to the picture. I would love to see what you would do with it.

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I became insane with long intervals of horrible sanity

I don't suffer from insanity I enjoy every minute of it

If I wanted to hear a bunch on nagging, I’d have a sex change, and get married.
~Kiwidoll
:iconhigure-no-hikari:
You do not need to convince me. I love colouring your linearts. In fact I would rather colour your linearts instead of trying to draw myself, since my own never look as lively, emotionally perfect and even sweet. The only thing, it might take a while till I finish, since I have still to complete the Rondo first and then I wanted to fix and colour the RaJ Itachi fanart I made a long while ago (the "wrist" one). But then I would sure enough love to give it a try.

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:noir:
:iconnaymless:
so which kind of "vacation" did you have, if I may ask?
I liked the end scene of the fight between Sasuke and Itachi a lot, actually. If someone I like a lot, like Itachi, dies, they have to die an honorable death. And he surely did. And there was some calmness about those very last moments between those two, which I find more touching than I could have if there had been a happy end for them. Like this.. ... okay, I'll try to put that into a sentence. Through all this hate, anger, greed for power and so on, there is still something between them, which did not feel like anger, even though Itachis reason for killing the clan was dispicable in Sasukes eyes (haha.) and even though Sasuke could have been only a walking spare part pair of eyes...
:iconhigure-no-hikari:
Vacation= my mother had to attend some business abroad thus I had to look after my little = 6 year old sister. Additional to a heavy mood down of a "away from the world" kind. Since my little sister decided to use the possibility of this new caregiver being me to its fullest I hardly had any time of peace and loneliness (we drew, drew, drew and some other things...) so necessary for my social presence here. Or so. Eventually I am glad to have such kind of "vacations" to be over.

To be honest I am inclined to believe that a) Itachi is not dead and b) Itachi's "true reasons" no more but one possible perspective he used in order to lure Sasuke into fighting him till exhaustion... resulting in Orochimaru's entreé, as consequence freeing Sasuke from the cursed seal. In fact I would even suppose Itachi's goal was not to take Sasuke's eyes but to give the eyes to his otouto, the only person he loves dearly and wishes to protect, be it even at the cost of his own life.

Moreover what I am interested in is to finally gain some information about evil uncle's Madara' plans...

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:noir:
:iconnaymless:
Nah, if Itrachi had planned on giving Sasuke his own eyes he would not have used them until blindness, would he?
Also him making Sasuke hate him started a long time before Orochimaru lay his hands on Sasuke.. or his teeth. I still believe Itachi had a choice at the end. He still could have taken the eyes - but he didn't. neither did he aim for them. :3

Yeah, I'm interested in Madara, too. And what exactly is Tobis c.v. xD
:iconhigure-no-hikari:
As far I have understood, es ist egal ob man die Augen nutzt oder nicht so lange sie dem anderen Bruder entnommen wurden, eigentlich ist es überhaupt fraglich ob sie entnommen werden müssten oder ob der betroffene einfach nur sterben muss. Ich weiß, Itachi hat uns einige nette Bilder durch Genjutsu gezeigt, dennoch sind visuelle Effekte nicht gleich Tatsachen...

Zudem wäre dann die Frage möglicherweise beleuchtet weswegen Itachi Sasuke's Augen haben wollte obwohl dieser noch kein Mangekyou besäße, wo dieser doch für einen Transfer notwendig ist ?!

Der Hass den er in Sasuke einpflanzte konnte schon immer dadurch begriffen werden dass erstens der jungere Bruder überhaupt ein Lebensziel nach dem Massaker bekommet, und zweitens dass dieses Ziel ihn stärke - so solle doch Sasuke als ein Shinobi gegen mehrere weitere Gegner bestehen und nicht unbedingt besiegt werden.

Was ich mit "illusion für Orochimaru" gemeint habe rührt in der ursprünglichen Diskussion in dem Forum ob Itachi seine Rede für Zetsu's liebreizend lauschende Ohren zusammenschmiede. Jedoch ist die Kommunikation per Genjutsu erfolgt, es kann somit keinen Zuschauer außerhalb geben. Dennoch innerhalb des beteiligten Sasuke, d.i. Orochimaru hätten wir jemanden dem die Feindschaft der Brüder gelegen käme. So frage ich mich wäre Orochimaru jemals gewagt herauszukommen wenn er nicht der Annahme wäre beide Brüder seien erschö;pft und Itachi kümmere nicht sonderlich für Sasuke's Wohlsein erläge...

Würde Sasuke Itachi überhaupt genügend angreifen wenn er nicht der Annahme wäre sein herzallerliebst Bruder ist nicht ein Psychopath von feinsten und sorge doch noch außerordentlich für ihn.

Die Wahrheit ist es fällt mir schwer zu glauben Itachi hätte sich verschätzt. Wo er doch stets vor dem Unterschätzen warne... Und auch waren die Gefühle für Sasuke, die Unterdrückung durch den Clan... so viele Tatsachen die durch die angebotene Erklärung nichtig wären. Vielmehr scheint es mir Itachi wusste etwas was noch unbekannt ist, wahrscheinlich in Bezug auf Madara und dessen Absichten angesichts der Uchiha Brüder und somit hat er sich zu dieser kleinen Komödie entschieden bei der zumindest Sasuke heil und gestärkt davonkäme wenn es schon die Sterne für das Überleben beider schlecht stünden.

Nun, habe ich schon immer behauptet Itachi's Fehler ist seine Unfähigkeit anderen zu vertrauen und dadurch auch Notwendigkeit alles alleinen regeln zu wollen. So sind seine Handlungsalternativen jedoch darauf begrenzt was er eben alleine erreichen könne. Als Folgerung, ich erwarte, ich erhoffe eine Kehrtwendung bei der Sasuke endlich mal etwas nützliches unternimmt um das Anfang vom Ende doch noch aufzuhalten und nicht sein Leben lang im Gewissen zu verbringen sein Bruder habe sich für ihn aufgeopfert...

Puh. Das ist meine kleine Theorie angesichts der momentanen Lage. Ferner wünsche ich Madara weg von der Bildfläche und aufnimmerwiedersehen. Mit Pein verstehe ich mich nämlich viel viel besser:P

Aber wie geht es euch? (Ich muss heute im Eiltempo ein Buch lesen, verlasse somit das Web im Augenblick. Werde alles andere morgen beantworten. Habe mir übrigens das eine Buch (Ich denke also bin ich...) bestellt, muss am Freitag da sein*freu*

mfg, K.

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